Christmas Time
Wow - Christmas is finally over! I've been looking forward for Christmas for awhile and then it came and it was pretty overwhelming. We had 5 Christmas celebrations in a 48 hour time frame which was CRAZY, tiring and extremely overwhelming - not just for me, but for the kids as well. And I'm sure it'll be all repeated again next year!
Christmas morning we had time to open presents, grab some muffins to eat and then leave the house with all presents still in their boxes and wrapping paper all over the floor.
O M I T Entry
Then we left there at 5:00pm to make it to my parents for 5:30 where we had another good dinner waiting for us. Then we did presents, socialized and had dessert then bed time at 9:00ish.
Next day, got up and got ready and left to go out to Hamilton to visit with my papa (my dad's step-dad), he had a booked the party room in his apt. and had a bunch of snacks out for the kids and we visited.
From my papa's we went to my cousins Krystals house with my mom's extended family. We were there until 9pm I think. No nap again for the kids (except in the car which isn't much).
Then just this back Friday we drove out to Windsor so Chance can meet his other Grandpa (my moms dad). That was a long day, long drive. But it was so much fun - I don't think I've seen my Grandpa since the wedding so it was a nice visit. Also got to hang out with my mom's half sister (who is 5 years older then me). We got back to my parents place just after 1am. Chance and Skylar had such an awful car ride home, Skylar wouldn't sleep for the first hour, and Chance just kept crying - couldn't get comfortable I guess.
So all in all we had a great Christmas, even if it was jammed pack! I'm just glad to be home and have our normal schedule back to normal! Now we have to work on cleaning the house, finding place for all the toys, and getting a zillion batteries we need for all the new toys! If I get a chance I'll post what our presents actually were. That'll have to wait for another post! lol
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Christmas Eve
What a busy day today was. Chance was so excited about Santa comming today and singing "Santa Clause is comming to Chance's house" all day long. We watched Christmas shows on TV, we baked brownies, made squares, made muffins. The kids got to open one present on Christmas Eve, and as in my family tradition it was always a pair of PJ's that they wore to bed and looked good in the pictures in the morning! Skylar got a nice purple pair and Chance got curious george. He was so excited. Then he neatly laid the stockings out on the couch for Santa and got a plate to put the cookies on. He took one out of that jar and said "this one for Santa, then he took another one and said "this one for Rudolf" and he got some milk and left on the table. Went to bed (where he peaked in and saw one of his toys in my bedroom). We read Twas the night before Christmas and tucked him in.
An hour later he comes down crying and wants my cuddle bug and is very upset. I finally get out of him that he scared of Santa and dosen't want Santa to come to his house! I finally got him settled down and went back to bed, but he told me again he dosen't want Santa in his house. It was kind of cute b/c he's been talking non stop about Santa and comming to his house. so I'm not sure where this sudden change of heart came from. Anyways, Santa IS comming, it's 10:00 and I still have to wrap and fill stockings! So MAYBE I'll get some sleep before Santa comes!
Decorating our Tree
Yes - we FINALLY got a Christmas tree. 5 days before Christmas we went out and bought one and I just love it. We decorated it on Friday (yes 3 days before Christmas - life is so busy now with me back to work full time, and Andrew working and just trying to keep the house in order takes a lot of time and energy. But anyways, our tree is done. Chance really had a great time putting the ordiments on, and he even put the angel on again this year with the help of Daddy! (Last year Mommy helped him), which fell over the first attempt so they had to try again. It was quite fun to watch. I am so happy with our tree and how it looks. Just can't wait for Santa to come and fill it up underneath. lol.
Hay Ride
One of the nice things about living in a small town is the little things like going for a hay ride through town singing Christmas carols, then heading back to an old community hall and have snacks, hot chocolate and hot apple cidar. We did this last year when we first moved out here, but last year we had a tractor. This year we actually had horses! The kids really had a great time, esp. Chance. Who when we drove past our house started yelling "hey guys, that's my house, look guys, look at Chance's tree in the window". It was really quite cute. Only down side is that our "town" is so small that the ride was only maybe 10 minutes and it was over (and that's including going down main street twice. lol. I love living in the country!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Jesus is homeless
We went out to subway last week before we made our way to Waterloo and Victoria park to look at Christmas lights and there was a homeless man standing outside the store. I have always had a soft sport in my heart for those that do not have a place to call HOME. Andrew and I worked for 3 years at the out of the cold program in our church and only stopped once we moved as it is to far of a commute to Kitchener. Andrew and I have had homeless people in our home (in kitchener), we've driven teens back home to reunite with thier parents, we've driven a couple to stratford one day so they could see thier daughter to bring her christmas presents, we've gone out for coffee with them to talk, I've cleaned up bloddy heads and cuts, and even found one beaten to death (well he died a week later in hosiptal) just across the street from the church that he was trying to get too! So anyways, some people are just down on thier luck and we have no right to judge them. I have on MANY occassions in the last 10 years if I have seen an homeless person in downtown I'll take them a buy them a hotdog at the stand, or take them into McDonalds, I took one into a resturant one told him to order what he wants for lunch. If I am going into a fastfood place and I see them outside I have a hard time sitting thier enjoying my meal while they are out there who knows when the last time they ate sometime "good". So anyways, on Tuesday we went to Subway and there was a gentleman outside that I remember from out of the cold program a few years ago, I walked past him and went in to eat. When we were all done I went out and asked him if he wanted a sub - he did. One meatball sub comming up. Then before we went outside I explained to Chance (for the first time) what it means to be homeless, that there is a man outside that dosen't have a bed to sleep in, or a place to call home, that he has to sleep outside on the sidewalk b/c he had nowhere else to go. Then I told him we are going to buy him some dinner b/c he dosen't have money to buy food (and being a kid in 20th century he asked me if he had a credit card! LOL). So I gave him the bag with the food in and told him to go give it to him. The man was very thankfull to Chance (and us of course).
The next night when we were reading a book called "night light Christmas" GREAT book for kids explaining the christmas story about Jesus and how it all happened. We've been reading it every day for the last month (not by MY choice, but kids love repitition, and I'm not going to say no to a book that talks about Jesus's birth. If he wants to read it every day, great!. So anyways, we were reading it and they were talking about how there was no place for Mary and Joesph and how the slept outside (see where this is going?) in some hay in a barn. Chance perks right up and says "Jesus homeless too Mommy!!" Quite proud of the connection that he made. Then he started talking about how Jesus and his mommy didn't have any food to eat, no bed to sleep in, and that they had to sleep out in the cold. Trying explaining that one to a 3 year old! That yes they didn't have a home and had to sleep outside, so yes Chance is right, Jesus, Mary and Joseph were homeless!
We went out to subway last week before we made our way to Waterloo and Victoria park to look at Christmas lights and there was a homeless man standing outside the store. I have always had a soft sport in my heart for those that do not have a place to call HOME. Andrew and I worked for 3 years at the out of the cold program in our church and only stopped once we moved as it is to far of a commute to Kitchener. Andrew and I have had homeless people in our home (in kitchener), we've driven teens back home to reunite with thier parents, we've driven a couple to stratford one day so they could see thier daughter to bring her christmas presents, we've gone out for coffee with them to talk, I've cleaned up bloddy heads and cuts, and even found one beaten to death (well he died a week later in hosiptal) just across the street from the church that he was trying to get too! So anyways, some people are just down on thier luck and we have no right to judge them. I have on MANY occassions in the last 10 years if I have seen an homeless person in downtown I'll take them a buy them a hotdog at the stand, or take them into McDonalds, I took one into a resturant one told him to order what he wants for lunch. If I am going into a fastfood place and I see them outside I have a hard time sitting thier enjoying my meal while they are out there who knows when the last time they ate sometime "good". So anyways, on Tuesday we went to Subway and there was a gentleman outside that I remember from out of the cold program a few years ago, I walked past him and went in to eat. When we were all done I went out and asked him if he wanted a sub - he did. One meatball sub comming up. Then before we went outside I explained to Chance (for the first time) what it means to be homeless, that there is a man outside that dosen't have a bed to sleep in, or a place to call home, that he has to sleep outside on the sidewalk b/c he had nowhere else to go. Then I told him we are going to buy him some dinner b/c he dosen't have money to buy food (and being a kid in 20th century he asked me if he had a credit card! LOL). So I gave him the bag with the food in and told him to go give it to him. The man was very thankfull to Chance (and us of course).
The next night when we were reading a book called "night light Christmas" GREAT book for kids explaining the christmas story about Jesus and how it all happened. We've been reading it every day for the last month (not by MY choice, but kids love repitition, and I'm not going to say no to a book that talks about Jesus's birth. If he wants to read it every day, great!. So anyways, we were reading it and they were talking about how there was no place for Mary and Joesph and how the slept outside (see where this is going?) in some hay in a barn. Chance perks right up and says "Jesus homeless too Mommy!!" Quite proud of the connection that he made. Then he started talking about how Jesus and his mommy didn't have any food to eat, no bed to sleep in, and that they had to sleep out in the cold. Trying explaining that one to a 3 year old! That yes they didn't have a home and had to sleep outside, so yes Chance is right, Jesus, Mary and Joseph were homeless!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Recipie
Right now as I am checking e-mail Chance is playing at the table making a recipie for mommy. So far he has 2 cups of flour, 1 cup flour, 4 cups of milk, 1 tablespoon butter and 1/2 cup of cinnimon. Right now he is "mixing" it all for a special treat for mommy! But first he has to cook it he says.. lol. I would what that would taste like!
Right now as I am checking e-mail Chance is playing at the table making a recipie for mommy. So far he has 2 cups of flour, 1 cup flour, 4 cups of milk, 1 tablespoon butter and 1/2 cup of cinnimon. Right now he is "mixing" it all for a special treat for mommy! But first he has to cook it he says.. lol. I would what that would taste like!
Saturday, December 16, 2006
****This blog was written Dec 15, but I have not been able to upload the pictures that I wanted, for some reason it just wouldn't work. I've tried everyday, but it won't work. :( try again later****
Nathaniel
Wow - it's been a whole year (Dec 15) since Nathaniel left us. I can still remember the day that I dropped him off at his dads thinking I was never going to see him again. I remember telling myself not to cry..not to cry.. I wanted to be strong for Nathaniel. I remember leaving my house and putting him in his car seat and driving out and saying "good bye Chance, good bye Daddy, goodbye bed, goodbye house, goodbye rabbit, goodbye cats" and Nathaniel would repeat after me as I tried to explain that he would never see these things again. That he was going to go live with Daddy forever and ever and ever. Trying to tell a 3 year old how much you love when you know that won't remember you in a few months or a year. That was the longest car ride of my life! The car ride to Florida the year before seemed to be shorter then that car ride. I brought Nathaniel into the apt. building lobby and just waited. As I handed Nathaniel over to his dad I just cried, I couldn't talk nomore and I didn't want to do that! I didn't want Nathaniel to see me cry. But what happened next I'll never forget. His Dad Yen leaned over and gave me a hug. Not a quick little hug but a real, long, strong hug. He just held me and thanked me for everything that we have done for Nathaniel and him and that he really appricates it all. I then just stood there while they walked away never thinking I'll see them again. That was Dec 15th, 2005. The last thing we did with Nathaniel was to decorate our Christmas tree together. Christmas morning we did our presents and were sitting down to eat breakfast and Andrew and I just started talking about Nathaniel and wondered if he liked our Christmas presents that we had sent home with him, and wondering what kind of Christmas morning he was having and the phone rang. It was Yen, he said Nathaniel wanted to wish us a merry christmas. So Nathaniel came on the phone and he words were "Merry Christmas Mommy". I just started bawling and coulnd't say a word so I gave Andrew the phone while I tried to get my composure back. The phone call was amazing! We have seen each other a few times over the last year, we've had outings at the park, and splashpad at waterloo park, we got together for Nathaniel's birthday party, and Yen and Nathaniel even celebrated thanksgiving with my family. I still miss Nathaniel greatly and think about him often, but I am happy that he is home with his Dad! His dad loves and adored him to peieces and you see that each time we get together.
Nathaniel
Wow - it's been a whole year (Dec 15) since Nathaniel left us. I can still remember the day that I dropped him off at his dads thinking I was never going to see him again. I remember telling myself not to cry..not to cry.. I wanted to be strong for Nathaniel. I remember leaving my house and putting him in his car seat and driving out and saying "good bye Chance, good bye Daddy, goodbye bed, goodbye house, goodbye rabbit, goodbye cats" and Nathaniel would repeat after me as I tried to explain that he would never see these things again. That he was going to go live with Daddy forever and ever and ever. Trying to tell a 3 year old how much you love when you know that won't remember you in a few months or a year. That was the longest car ride of my life! The car ride to Florida the year before seemed to be shorter then that car ride. I brought Nathaniel into the apt. building lobby and just waited. As I handed Nathaniel over to his dad I just cried, I couldn't talk nomore and I didn't want to do that! I didn't want Nathaniel to see me cry. But what happened next I'll never forget. His Dad Yen leaned over and gave me a hug. Not a quick little hug but a real, long, strong hug. He just held me and thanked me for everything that we have done for Nathaniel and him and that he really appricates it all. I then just stood there while they walked away never thinking I'll see them again. That was Dec 15th, 2005. The last thing we did with Nathaniel was to decorate our Christmas tree together. Christmas morning we did our presents and were sitting down to eat breakfast and Andrew and I just started talking about Nathaniel and wondered if he liked our Christmas presents that we had sent home with him, and wondering what kind of Christmas morning he was having and the phone rang. It was Yen, he said Nathaniel wanted to wish us a merry christmas. So Nathaniel came on the phone and he words were "Merry Christmas Mommy". I just started bawling and coulnd't say a word so I gave Andrew the phone while I tried to get my composure back. The phone call was amazing! We have seen each other a few times over the last year, we've had outings at the park, and splashpad at waterloo park, we got together for Nathaniel's birthday party, and Yen and Nathaniel even celebrated thanksgiving with my family. I still miss Nathaniel greatly and think about him often, but I am happy that he is home with his Dad! His dad loves and adored him to peieces and you see that each time we get together.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
New words
Chance always seems to be comming up with new and cute words/phrases. Here are a few of his newest:
Everything is "my favourite"... "my favourite show, my favourite colour, my favouite underware, etc,."
"Chance never had THAT before..." it may be food (which he has had before, to a toy in the store or on tv, or clothes that don't fit no more or he never fit in)
"Interesting"... He'll pick something off the floor and look at it and say "interesting, interesting mommy". Or if we are ready a new book and when we finish it's be "interesting...interesting book". It sounds so cute becuase it is such a big word, but he says it so slowly and clear in order to pronounce it correctly
"I love that"... "I love that ice cream, I love my socks, I love the snow" Everything he loves. Now with this one I try to correct him by saying that he "really likes ice cream, or really likes the snow". I also try and correct myself as well as you can't love something that CAN'T love you. We place too much emphisis on LOVE that shouldn't be there. IE: How can you say I LOVE ice cream, and then in your next breath say I LOVE my husband? anyways, just a little rant there... lol..
I know there is more, but I can't think of them right now!
Chance always seems to be comming up with new and cute words/phrases. Here are a few of his newest:
Everything is "my favourite"... "my favourite show, my favourite colour, my favouite underware, etc,."
"Chance never had THAT before..." it may be food (which he has had before, to a toy in the store or on tv, or clothes that don't fit no more or he never fit in)
"Interesting"... He'll pick something off the floor and look at it and say "interesting, interesting mommy". Or if we are ready a new book and when we finish it's be "interesting...interesting book". It sounds so cute becuase it is such a big word, but he says it so slowly and clear in order to pronounce it correctly
"I love that"... "I love that ice cream, I love my socks, I love the snow" Everything he loves. Now with this one I try to correct him by saying that he "really likes ice cream, or really likes the snow". I also try and correct myself as well as you can't love something that CAN'T love you. We place too much emphisis on LOVE that shouldn't be there. IE: How can you say I LOVE ice cream, and then in your next breath say I LOVE my husband? anyways, just a little rant there... lol..
I know there is more, but I can't think of them right now!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Chance...Chance...Chance...
On Saturday Chance went to spend time at Grandma and Grandpa's house for the dy so it was just me and Skylar. It was nice becuase it has never been just me and Skylar before. The whole day she kept walking around the house and looking in different rooms calling chance. She would look at me and say "Chance?". Then when woke up from her nap instead of comming downstairs she went running into Chance's room yelling "Chance" and wanted me to pick her up and put her on Chance's bed to make sure he wasn't there. Then she had to come and look in all the rooms to see if Chance was back. you see, this is also the first time that it has been just Skylar at home without Chance as well. Usually it's Skylar leaving for visits and what not. But normally we are a family and we do everything as a family, we usually don't just pick one to do something with and the leave the other home. (except when we took Chance to the zoo, and maybe if we can get a babysitting I would love to take Chance to see Fancy feet before the movie is out of theaters).
It was also nice as since Chance wasn't there Skylar constantly wanted to be held and cuddled by me which was also nice, as she dosen't like to sit in one place for very long. And Chance is her partner in crime! It was so nice on Sunday to have both my kids home again!
On Saturday Chance went to spend time at Grandma and Grandpa's house for the dy so it was just me and Skylar. It was nice becuase it has never been just me and Skylar before. The whole day she kept walking around the house and looking in different rooms calling chance. She would look at me and say "Chance?". Then when woke up from her nap instead of comming downstairs she went running into Chance's room yelling "Chance" and wanted me to pick her up and put her on Chance's bed to make sure he wasn't there. Then she had to come and look in all the rooms to see if Chance was back. you see, this is also the first time that it has been just Skylar at home without Chance as well. Usually it's Skylar leaving for visits and what not. But normally we are a family and we do everything as a family, we usually don't just pick one to do something with and the leave the other home. (except when we took Chance to the zoo, and maybe if we can get a babysitting I would love to take Chance to see Fancy feet before the movie is out of theaters).
It was also nice as since Chance wasn't there Skylar constantly wanted to be held and cuddled by me which was also nice, as she dosen't like to sit in one place for very long. And Chance is her partner in crime! It was so nice on Sunday to have both my kids home again!
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Professional Pics
We got our pictures done a few weeks ago. We got 2 packages done, one with just Chance and one package was the family. After we had our picture done we got a call from Sears and told that we had one a free 8x10. So we decided that we would a picture with just Andrew, Chance and I. They did a few extras as well that we could choose from. We went in there with the mind set that we were just getting the free one and that's all. But Chance
saw the guitar prop and really wanted to play with it, so they took a picture and it was too cute that we just had to buy it. I am not going to show the package pictures that we also got because you are going to have to wait untill you get your christmas card! These two pictures are the only ones we got.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Who does Chance look like?
I get this question so many times by strangers. "He dosen't look like who! Who does he look like?" Now I really HATE this question. As this is protraying to Chance that he has to "look" like someone to be a part of a family. How do I answer this? Sometimes I just say "my husband has fair skin and blond hair", sometimes I say he looks a bit like everyone (also true - he has my check bones and smile I think, he's got Andrew's skin colour, he and Skylar both have blond hair). Sometimes I just come out and say "he looks like his birth mom" which usually shuts them up right away! But I think Chance does look like Carrie (his birth mom), and I'm sure he looks like his birth dad as well. And I'll always wonder what Chance's older brother looks like (I would love to see what he looks like, maybe some time in the future contact can be made and exchange photo's). But why does everyone have to ask that question? I don't like going around and telling everyone that Chance is adopted - I am not ashamed of the fact and speak openly about it, but I think complete strangers don't need to know, and I would also like Chance to be able to tell people when he is ready about his past and how he came to our family. But some people just have to be rude!
DON'T ASK STRANGERS WHO THIER KIDS LOOK LIKE!!!
I get this question so many times by strangers. "He dosen't look like who! Who does he look like?" Now I really HATE this question. As this is protraying to Chance that he has to "look" like someone to be a part of a family. How do I answer this? Sometimes I just say "my husband has fair skin and blond hair", sometimes I say he looks a bit like everyone (also true - he has my check bones and smile I think, he's got Andrew's skin colour, he and Skylar both have blond hair). Sometimes I just come out and say "he looks like his birth mom" which usually shuts them up right away! But I think Chance does look like Carrie (his birth mom), and I'm sure he looks like his birth dad as well. And I'll always wonder what Chance's older brother looks like (I would love to see what he looks like, maybe some time in the future contact can be made and exchange photo's). But why does everyone have to ask that question? I don't like going around and telling everyone that Chance is adopted - I am not ashamed of the fact and speak openly about it, but I think complete strangers don't need to know, and I would also like Chance to be able to tell people when he is ready about his past and how he came to our family. But some people just have to be rude!
DON'T ASK STRANGERS WHO THIER KIDS LOOK LIKE!!!
Sunday, December 03, 2006
snow, Snow, SNow, SNOw, SNOW!!!!!!!!
YAH! We finally have snow. It's about time. We've had a few small snow falls, but we finally have a lot out there and I am so happy. I took the kids outside to play for a bit and they just had a blast. Chance was shoveling snow off the pouch, Skylar was trying to walk (very hard when your snow suit weights just as much as you do and your boots are two sizes to big b/c they don't make them small enough). I pulled them both around in the sled, I can't wait to take them to some hill to go. Chance was a little small last year, but this year I'm sure he'll love it. Then the best part about playing out in the snow is comming in to some nice hot chocolate. MmMMm - what a fun afternoon! I really wish I knew how to add pictures so they are not all over the place.
Feet and Hands
Boy I love hand and feet pictures so I finally decided to take some yesterday. I got one with mine, Andrew and Chance's hand all together, I really like that one. Then we have Chance and Andrew's feet together, and finally Chance's cute little feet curled up together. I just want to eat those toes up!
Saturday, December 02, 2006
OUCH!
Well my morning did not start off very good! I was comming down the back stairs (which is wood - no carpet or anything) and I was carrying Skylar and my slippers slipped and I went falling. My first reaction was to protect Skylar so I turned myself in such a manner that both my arms were around her head and back (it's amazing how quickly you can react in a situation, when you have a child in your arms your basics to protect yourself and put your arms out to brace your fall all go out the window and your childs saftey comes first - at the cost of your own pain). But anyways, down the stairs I went with no hands to stop my falls as they were protecting Skylar. I landed at the bottem (I was the third stairs from the top). Andrew heard the noise and came running and grabbed Skylar and I just laid on the floor crying. I was in soo much pain, my ankle is sore and was bleeding, my back hurt from the way I twisted myself to keep Skylar safe and from hitting all the stairs, my bum bruised instantly which I'm sure is going to turn into a nasty bruise by tomorrow, my shoulder hurts as well. I'm just hurting so much right now, but the reason I'm writing this blog is so show was a caring and compastionate boy Chance is. So while I'm laying on the floor Chance into the room and sees me on the floor, he dosen't ask what happed, or why mommy and Skylar are crying. He gets right down on the floor and starts stroking my hair and face and saying "it's okay mommy" and "love you mommy" in such a quiet whisper over and over and over again, while stopping twice to give me such a soft kiss on my forehead. How many times does the only thing it takes to make a child feel better when they fall and hurt themselves is that magical kiss from mommy ? I always wondered what so special about a kiss, but it sure does go the other way around, when mommy falls and it's that sweet and soft kiss from your son that makes you feel better.
Well my morning did not start off very good! I was comming down the back stairs (which is wood - no carpet or anything) and I was carrying Skylar and my slippers slipped and I went falling. My first reaction was to protect Skylar so I turned myself in such a manner that both my arms were around her head and back (it's amazing how quickly you can react in a situation, when you have a child in your arms your basics to protect yourself and put your arms out to brace your fall all go out the window and your childs saftey comes first - at the cost of your own pain). But anyways, down the stairs I went with no hands to stop my falls as they were protecting Skylar. I landed at the bottem (I was the third stairs from the top). Andrew heard the noise and came running and grabbed Skylar and I just laid on the floor crying. I was in soo much pain, my ankle is sore and was bleeding, my back hurt from the way I twisted myself to keep Skylar safe and from hitting all the stairs, my bum bruised instantly which I'm sure is going to turn into a nasty bruise by tomorrow, my shoulder hurts as well. I'm just hurting so much right now, but the reason I'm writing this blog is so show was a caring and compastionate boy Chance is. So while I'm laying on the floor Chance into the room and sees me on the floor, he dosen't ask what happed, or why mommy and Skylar are crying. He gets right down on the floor and starts stroking my hair and face and saying "it's okay mommy" and "love you mommy" in such a quiet whisper over and over and over again, while stopping twice to give me such a soft kiss on my forehead. How many times does the only thing it takes to make a child feel better when they fall and hurt themselves is that magical kiss from mommy ? I always wondered what so special about a kiss, but it sure does go the other way around, when mommy falls and it's that sweet and soft kiss from your son that makes you feel better.
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