We're losing out little girl...

It seems with the way things are going that Skylar might actually be going home soon. The agancy are still trying to terminate mom's parental rights, but mom has had a transformation and has now started going to ALL visits and staying the WHOLE 2 hours. I now have the feeling that she'll be going home in the next month or two. We are just waiting to get a court date which should be in the next few weeks. I don't know how we can handle this loss, esp. when we know she WON'T be returned to a "good" home, and will most likely be back in care, or messed up. They are 4 judges in family court, one judge almost always sides with the family, one judge almost always sides with the agancy, and there are 2 judges that actually listen to the case and then makes a decision. So it all depends on what judge we get! Pretty sad eh?